I haven’t been eating as well as I should and all of a sudden my plateau at 166 BROKE and I weighed in at 159 this morning?!
I mean I’m not complaining!
I’m excited
It’s motivating me to do more
to make sure I lose more!!
YAYA
166.5
I haven’t had the chance to work out lately so any weight that I’ve lost lately is jusst from eating right :)
Didn’t end up weighing myself. Not because I didn’t want to but because I couldn’t find the scale?…
hahaha
anyways
worked out hard core. then bought a couple healthy microwave meals.
I’m gonna try to get back to the gym asap. I get out of work at 10:30 and I have to call a cab anyway so I might just go to the gym after work.. I think it’s a 24 hour gym..? Idk
anyway yeah GO TEAM GO
I need to start working out again.
I have no idea how much I weight right now but I’ve been off track for a long fucking time
Cleaning my house then going to the gym.
when I get there I’m going to weigh myself. and I know I wont like what I see… But maybe that’s what I need. I know if it’s a high number It’s going to fuel the fire and I WILL start working out again.
I WILL be past my GW2 by summer
I WILL be skinny
When I was younger I would get picked on in school, bullied because people didn’t like how I looked or acted. I was really overweight and Kids were so mean to me and at one point a gang was after me just because someone in school didn’t like me. Whenever I felt upset, when life got too hard I would run into my room and read Harry Potter. It was my escape from reality. It made me feel happy; Like nothing was wrong.
The spell Expecto Patronum in Harry Potter is a spell that protects against Dementors. Dementors feed off human happiness, and thus cause depression and despair to anyone near them.
I got this tattoo because when ever I’m sad I know that Harry Potter will cheer me up; It always has. Harry Potter has made a HUGE impact on my life and has helped me through all of my darkest periods in life. I got this tattoo to protect me from anything/anyone that will try to make me unhappy in the future. I know that when I’m feeling down, all I have to do is look down at my wrists, and I’ll remember that I’ve been through worse and I’ve always come out stronger.
I got it at The TaTToomB in Nashua, NH. By Raynard, on January 20, 2012. It’s the FIRST of many more to come. I went alone and I was really nervous, but Ray made me feel at home. I’m SO HAPPY with this tattoo and SO glad to have Harry Potter a part of me for the rest of my life.
and the lady was so skinny she had the perfect body.
Such a nice thigh gap and her arms were so tiny
and My boyfriend started making gagging noises saying how she was using the machine too much and she should put some weight on becdause her legs were too small compared to her hips.
and all I felt was envy. He was so disgusted by her but I just wanted to look like her.
It’s weird because I think if I looked like that, then my boyfriend would find me sexy.. I think he was just saying those mean things about her to make me not feel so bad about how huge I am.
I know It was really hard but honestly I’ve been a vegitarian for like 3 years and It WAS hard in the begining but then It got easier.
I need to lose weight and being vegan is a lot healthier.
like.. a lot.
So I think I’m going to do it.
I don’t want to do it alone though. So I’m going to ask my boyfriend to try it too. (He has a big of a cheese eating problem so this should be good for him) and I think if we both have each other helping one another than it wont be as difficult.
Even if he says no I think I’m still going to do it for myself.
I need to lose X pounds and I have to start somewhere. I also amd going to be cutting down my carb intake by ALOT I eat a lot of carbs to make up for the lack of meat and that’s why I am the weight I am. So no more. :)
I’ve been very very bad with my diet and exercise. Let me fill you in on what has been going on.
I’ve been “off my diet” for two months. I say off my diet with a lot of reluctance because I wasn’t off my diet I was just…… It was like I had forgotten about my diet. about how far I’ve come and How much work I had already put into it and I just started eating … like everything.
I need to stop.
I moved to new Hampshire. I was homeless and Living with my best friend for a while. When I was there I was sort of focused on my diet. I would have days where I would eat tons and not care about how fat I got and days when I would eat really healthy and be really proud of myself. Then Late november I got a job, Moved out of her house and got my very first apartment. and that Is a whole other story for a whole other day. but I found that I could buy what ever food I wanted.. which I had never been able to do. so I went a little over board. I got things that I just thought would be yummy. Not even thinking about calories or anything like that. and for the past month I’ve been eating like a starving kid in africa who just got adopted by a rich person and can now eat what ever the fuck they want.
Needs to change.
starting today I’m back on my diet. the whole new years resolution thing, and the fact that I’ve been trying to lose weight for such a long time now and I’m still nowhere close to my goal.
the first goal date was my birthday… that failed. then it was by christmas. that failed.(though i an thinner than I was last christmas which is when I realized how huge I had gotten) The new goal is by july…
I’m going to go to myrtle beach (home) in the summer time. It will be almost a year since I saw everyone last and I want them to be like “OH MY GOD SONYA FSJDKGSHDKJ AHHH YOU LOOK GOOD YAYAYA “ and all that jazzzzz. I’m not even going to tell anyone that I’m trying to lose weight (aside from my boyfriend who lives with me) Aside from the reactions I want to be able to feel confident in a bikini…. I never have before so yeah.
anyway.
Long story short.
I’m back in super diet mode.
CW… Unknown….scared to find out…. no scale TO find out.
GW: <120 by july.
Lets do this.
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